Dear Jesi,

This morning while digging my neighbors hole (another story for you), a old little song came blaring through my Ipod headphones. You decorated my life- by Kenny Rogers. I know you are probably laughing hysterically right now and thinking, "Really Jen, Kenny?", but honestly this song, or rather that line, made me think of you. I was forced to stop digging, remove my dirty gloves and wipe a few tears from my cheeks for fear passersby might see me! You know me and crying. Hate it!!!

You really have decorated my life and I will miss our morning sisterly talks. Miss them, terribly! How ever will I survive my days? Who will I share all my deep dark secrets with? Can you imagine the mess I 'm going to be when you actually move...all the way to the coast? Okay, let's not think about that...

Now will be the true test. I might actually have to call you and have conversations. You know I'm not good at that. For you, I will be. I won't be able to make it through the days without your caffeine! You are my green tea sister!

And speaking of sister...

I guess, I'll be your 'mom', although that makes me feel very old, and shafted, as far as the deal goes, but you really have become a sister to me. An older one, because let's face it, little sisters are whiny and annoying and you do not fit that category. Also, if I'm going to be the 'mom', then I must age you just a tad too, it's only fair! Honestly though, I consider you the older sister I always wanted, even if you are four years younger than me. Thank for filling the role willingly, and putting up with my whining and annoying little sister parts.

Looking forward to our weekly trips to the park, our girls getaway(let's get it down in that planner of yours), continued conversations on the phone, and more of your timeless wisdom and random statistics!

Work will not be the same without you, but I'm happy you made the right choice for you and your family. Just know you can change your mind at any time and I will make Heidi hire you back! Thank you for being such a great friend, really getting me, never judging and always encouraging. Your a breath of fresh air!

Since your not deceased and this letter makes it sound like you've gone the way of the wind, I will now stop.

Love you ( hugging you without arms here),
Jen

p.s. I stole your cute pic!